I miss being the center of someone's world. It will never happen again.

Mar 26, 2008 at 1:06 PM
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Sorry for not answering your comments yet -- I'm behind again, everywhere. Will catch up, I promise.

Today I did some work outside. I hate doing it -- not a yard work person AT ALL - Mom used to watch me through the windows and was always happy that I did things, even if I screwed them up. That's what moms do, right? I miss being the person whom she looked at that way -- I miss knowing that I'm the center of someone's world. I don't know if it's possible to have that with anyone but a parent.

No one else has ever loved me at all, except my Dad, and I didn't realize that until it was too late, with him.

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Sad thoughts. The upside is that you know you're capable of being loved. There's precedent, even if it was your mom and dad. Believe me, I know plenty of people who hate or are hated by their parents. You will never again be anyone's child--that's true. But you can still be the center of somebody's life, if you want to, and if you'll let them. ((hugs))

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Dammit now I am crying. I good cry. My Mother as you probably know is my last living relative and she is 84. The guilt of not being there is horrendous. Other than her I have my dog Annie who is 12. Some days I to feel so alone in this frightening world. Sorry didn't mean to make this a me thing. I had a great visual of your Mom watching you out the window. ahhhhhh

I miss being the center of someone's world. It will never happen again.

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